I think for lunch today I’ll go home and get my wallet.
Camping this weekend was fantastic.
I sorted though my questions around the guy I’d been seeing. It became clear we don’t work well as a couple. The way he reacts to stress between us creates a lot more stress for me so we just called it off. It was a pretty easy decision and didn’t take any hashing out.
I think I only managed about an hour of sleep Saturday night. I love the early morning light and the way the air feels, especially on a day which is going to be hot later.
I spent the very early hours helping “B” with his traditional grapefruit mimosas, then it was into the hot tub. The way the trees looked in the light was breathtaking, and we could see a huge swarm of gnats mating–zooming and swirling in a shaft of sunlight on what had been our dancefloor the night before.
I got a good baby fix later in the morning, complete with mashed banana smeared all over my shirt. Luckily, I hadn’t changed from the night before yet.
“B” also ended up sans passenger for his ride home, so we caravanned. R (who needs a better nickname) and I borrowed a walkie-talkie from Tarzan so we could communicate easier. For entertainment purposes only, we sang bits and pieces of songs to each other on the way home.