A Treasure Found at Home

i’m feeling very bitter lately. i was just talking to a friend of mine from far away, giving her the update on my life. i’m pissed.

this week i’m supposed to be trying to believe i could attract a guy who isn’t still all caught up in his ex.

does such a thing exist?

i know it’s ‘not very buddhist’ of me to say so. i shouldn’t be attached to that idea, and all that jazz. but, i’d almost rather not have anyone flirt with me and kiss me and ask me out if they’re all going to be emotionally completely unavailable.