A Treasure Found at Home

i’m ‘in talks’ with my women’s circle about returning. the question, for me, is what is women’s circle about? i think i expected something different from what i found, and it was my fault for not asking to begin with.

but for all the feeling out of place and unwelcome from the group, i do feel genuinely liked and appreciated by the individuals. how does that work? i’m as baffled as anyone.

i signed up for a daily tarot email to give me something besides work to think about first thing in the morning. today’s brings a little reminder to carry with me through these negotiations. (really, i only asked one question: what’s the circle’s purpose to you?)

The Ace of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in capturing the essence. My emotions are valid. I am beautiful and I deserve to pursue, share, and express unconditional love, pleasure, and happiness. I bring new love into the world. I am empowered by love and my gift is beauty in truth.

if i’m ultimately welcome back to the circle or if i’m not welcome, either way, i should remember the above is true.