ever really really want something? really really?
i’m on the verge of getting something that could be super good for me.
a friend of mine recently was faced with the possibility of getting something she wanted so much she didn’t even admit it could really happen. she cried.
not that my thing is that kind of scary, but still… i’m nervous i’ll get it and i’m nervous i won’t! i’m scared and happy and excited and afraid to talk about it for about eleventy million reason.
but since today is delurk day, feel free to leave me a comment about the thing you really want and are afraid of all at the same time.
October 3rd, 2007 at 5:40 pm
a job?
October 4th, 2007 at 8:04 pm
i hope you got that thing you were hoping for.
i don’t even know what i want anymore. it’s lame.. but the truth is that what i want most right now is to lose 30 pounds.