dating


five twenty in the morning
eyes open
ears open to the crash bash drive of trucks
in the fruit-packing district

mind still in the dream
the bad dream
the leaving me dream
the not caring dream
the stupid, what was i thinking dream
why even dream such a thing

next those girls come waltzing in
the screaming girls
the wall-building girls
the name calling girls
the speak another language girls
why did i try for so long

i kick them all out

in their place come taxes
the more than i though taxes
the didn’t plan right taxes
the have no money taxes
the grow up quick, here i am taxes
how did i screw up so badly

one thirty six in the afternoon
eyes open
ears open to the mumble whirr of the office
under the bridge

mind still in the dream

  • tomato soup
  • mac’s mac expertise
  • moshing leprechauns
  • chai
  • twitter
  • design your own duvet cover
  • secret, the dog, played fetch with me at work
  • meowers, aka galahad, cuddling with me in the morning
  • distance, breathing room
  • blue
  • sunroof
  • the ferry
  • pretzels
  • knowing i made the right choice
  • kiki’s new home

from storypeople.com.

this one is dead on. :-)

Known Future THINGS TO KNOW ABOUT THE FUTURE It doesn’t have to look any particular way, but around here, if it doesn’t, a lot of people will never speak to you again.

in the past week i’ve been getting a little more attention than usual in my new neighbourhood. maybe it’s ’cause i used to live in the castro? maybe it’s cause it’s finally spring and i’m making time for myself to be outside?

monday night i was walking home from bart and some guy drove up from behind me, slowed, and rolled down his window. i was walking along the right-hand side of the street, so he had to lean over the passenger seat while driving to have this conversation.

guy in car: “hey”

me: looks at him, looks forward again

gic: “i’m charlie”

me: …

gic: “what’s your name?”

me: “Katherine” (p.s. that’s not true)

gic: “you want to take my number down?”

me: “no.”

gic: “where are you going.”

me: “home.”

gic: “you work around here?”

me: “no.”

gic: finally “well, it was nice meeting you.”

me: “bye.”

he drove off. i’m sort of grateful for how nice he was. i mean, it could have gotten really weird and i was noticing i wasn’t in the city anymore. would anyone care to come out of their condos if i screamed? i sort of missed my well populated neighbourhood.

yesterday i stopped at the gas station on the corner of my neighbourhood while i was on my way to an appointment in the city. as i finished pumping and was putting the gas cap back on, a guy who’d just pulled up as a passenger in another car says to me, “you work out, don’t you?”

i just smiled and got into my car.

now, if only i could get this sort of attention from someone more articulate. someone with something real to talk to me about. *that*, my friends, would be a turn on.

hamster_grrl met a boy a few months back. he seems pretty keen on her but she’s not that interested due to age, primarily, and distance.

still, he’s persistent. and for anyone who’s unclear about the proper way to call someone up and make a date please read how this kid asked hamster_grrl. this is really the way it’s done, folks. he’s clear about what he wants, and he’s asking her for a specific time commitment. he’s still not right for her, but… well, you’ll see. he’s got the right approach.